i sure love you, little person. Sometimes i feel my heart seeming to expand right inside my chest. i try to picture your face, your features, your personality interacting with all the other little personalities in this house & i find i lack the imagination...i've often thought that i wish that God would have created women with a little window to the womb - so i could watch you and see that you're ok... but then i know that even in this silly detail, it was never beyond God's capabilities - He just had another, better idea. & His idea was that you would be formed in the secret place. And so, baby - grow - in your little nest. Mama will take this flying leap of faith with you and trust that God - who loves us both so much - will hold us in the palm of His hand as we fly.