Friday, October 14, 2011

thursdays bring fridays...

i'm watching that blinking cursor...
i thought of posting the funny pictures i found on my iphone, but i'm just not feeling funny picturish...
i thought of posting about how i miss my husband so much that it honestly hurts that spot on my stomach right below my rib cage... but those... are sort of wordless aches. 
i thought of posting my 'how we do it' post about babysitting... but i'm not feeling very know it all tonight.
i thought of posting about why i don't support the use of graphic images in prolife work - or about how i vote prolife - or about the new blog... or the vigil... But i've been posting a lot of that stuff HERE... & i find myself - as though in the midst of a marathon... tired. 
i thought of posing about my girl's secret handshake (it's seriously at least 85 seconds long) - but you really gotta see that kind of thing...
& i thought of posting about Ephraim, because every breath i take of him... is like a breath of summer.  But it's fall... and he's too busy to let me breath him in quite as often. 
And so i'll confess - that it's Thursday night that i'm writing this post... & what's on my mind most is that Thursdays bring Fridays...
15 on Friday has been changing me. 
A friend once told me a picture she had in her mind of what God was doing...
She said she could see an iron fence - and in order for it to open and close, it had to scrape the concrete underneath... Every day - it scraped and rubbed - it bit into that path underneath it and tore it away... until it had formed a deep groove. 
Had the groove not formed, the gate would be shut tight... but because of the painful process - the constant scraping as that gate opened and closed, a scar was formed from this dreary, laborious task... and the gate remained useful - and could accomplish what it was built to accomplish. 
i feel like that concrete...

2 comments:

Lisa said...

Paige, i'm very glad you aren't afraid to let God use you that way. *HUG*

Susan said...

Wow, you really describe that so much more beautifully than I did:)
I love how God gives us these images at times to give us hope and perspective.
Praying that soon you will be flinging open the 'gate' to enter the wide open spaces of his abundant joy:)

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